Ok, so self discovery turned out to be little more than just a couple rants. For the first time since I can remember I am happy dammit. I think it may because I just needed to do some work for the sake of the love of it, not just the pay check. You can start to hate anything if your getting paid for it. Anyway, life has just seemed to be a little better for me, my little piece of heaven is my rental 3/2 house I rent, my 51" HD, Hundreds of toys I collect, and most of all the woman who only recenlty became my fiance. I had the chance to pick up the camera recently & I loved it. It is fun & treaputic all at the same time. I wanted to make note